"If you think love hurts the most; try loneliness."

I think you get used to it: not expecting texts from anyone;  no calls of your friends; no one to share your feelings with;  more over not having anyone by your side and still life goes on. Deep inside your heart you want that individual who truly listens to you, understands you but then you stop looking for someone like that coz you know no one except you can handle yourself. You're just a broken piece of shit and people will treat you the same. You start feeling you're are unworthy, not meant to be loved, not meant to be cared for, not meant to be loved unconditionally by anyone. You cut off from the people; your friends;  your family and even your own self. Why? Coz nobody can understand the way you feel: broken, shattered and lost.

The Scariest Truth

"And the ultimate truth is that everyone is gonna leave you; may be today or tomorrow or may be later, but at some point of time they will. Why? Cause people get bored easily,  getting used to only one person makes their life monotonous, and there's nothing like that love lasts forever;  friendship lasts forever; or relationships lasts forever coz at some point of time everything will end shattering you into devastating broken pieces. Why? Cause you thought they never will, you thought they are going to stay unlike the rest but they do. They do. And then you go weak on your knees, crying on the floor at 2am and nobody is there to hold you but your own self."